I said it first 

And that was the problem 

You never would've cared to say it 

Had I not hinted at it 

From the beginning 

Now as life passes slowly by 

I feel more disgust growing 

For the foolish lust we formed together 

That were built on fantasies 

And quote on quote “TrUsT”

25.03.2026.

I miss you like the shore misses ocean at ebb.
I miss you like fans of a singer who left the band.
Like soldiers who miss far away from home,
I've never felt so alone, even not on my own.

I miss my branch like a fallen leaf.
I miss, like a loner on Christmas Eve.
Like something dear lost during a move,
Like a free wind in the silent grove.
And all these feelings caused by only you.

And although the joy of meeting feels sweet,
Soon I'll be afield again, on a thousand feet,
And I'll never forget how been waiting a lead,
Counting by the seconds my quiet heartbeat.

Like the lacking piece of a folded puzzle,
I'm always in need of your obverse to me.
Unbearably longing to feel your warm cuddle,
To finally let my feelings be free.

Crossing broken bridges,
Just a heart with stitches,
A bridge to my home,
Step sound with a tone,
With deep breez,
With tall trees,
I've fallen for a lie,
I can't loose another life,
You have changed a lot,
Just a heart with a load

Is water imortal ?
People want to achieve immortality
But what do they know
What if i become water ?!

Conscious are intact through tiny atom molecules
Everything intact like electricity flows through tiny fragments with soul
I don't require brain to remember
Cus water never forget

Is it true ? That if i was water
Will I be immortal as water !
It dries evaporates, rains and comes back

But what good about immortality
No witness to believe
No one is in form of me to witness of what I am
They would see just water
In a way of sea , ocean , lake
But I see as memories it holds

No one can foresee of
What can I do
Observation could see the cry for help
Sharp vision could notice tsunami

Will they notice that I am trap
That most hoped and desired for
Is nothing like i thought

Years of yarns will snap
But they tend to go away from my pleas

I hope could go back and could redo
Things I couldn't do to beg
What nobody gets wht I see and feel
And nobody will  ,cus they are not me

# In Search of Cozy!!!

One day, the sunshine asked the cloud,

“Why do you often appear before the rain?
Why do you make the room feel cozy
And leave people feeling a little lazy?”

The cloud simply replied,
“Because sometimes, it is needed.”

The moon shines like a crystal,
And the sun stands as a powerful metaphor.
Yet, do they ever remain in doubt—
In the shadows of self-doubt?

Do they ever wonder
If they are shining brightly enough?

And yet, the sun and the moon never stop shining.
They never stop becoming brighter than before.

We often find ourselves lost
In selfless love, self-doubt,
Ego, and self-consciousness.
But all we need is to shine again and again,
Like the sun and the moon,
Bringing coziness to our minds
And helping us move beyond our lazy days.

Our emotions pour down upon us,
Yet our cozy minds keep our candles burning brighter.
Our emotions may flash and fade,
But even our flaws become life's lessons.

**Cozy is about the little things
That fill our hearts with warmth.**

Cozy is about the little things
That help us shine again.

Cozy is about affirming ourselves,
Even when we struggle to endure.

Cozy is about finding ourselves
And discovering the thoughts within us.

Cozy is about the positive energy
We bring into other people's lives.

Cozy is about finding perfection
In imperfection.

Cozy is about finding happiness
In an impermanent world.

MOTHER       
      
My mother, My mother, My sweet mother
If I get hurt, why would I bother?
When I know you will care like no other
The Love of my father
The hope of my brother
And the support of my sister.

I could go on forever
But let me stop here before I go further
My leaning support, my hope, my trust
Always there to give a forward thrust
Without you, I know I would burst.

My love for you can’t be spelt with letters
In fact, It’s something greater
My mother, My mother, My sweet mother
You won’t stop caring, so stop! It’s an order.

[ Written by Jasmine ]