Rael

Am I dreaming,
For what I'm seeing?
A work of art,
Indeed, struck my heart.

I took a breath,
Sword unsheathed.
However, arms're shaking
I ain't fighting.

Instead, I'm admiring 
Just how wonderful it is?
Oh, am I falling?
Cupid, what is this?

Thy eyes, full of tricks!
Or was I sick?
Nebula, it feels
Nebula, mesmerizing indeed is.

Undoubtedly, thou art lovely 
You shine like stars in night sky
To reach those glances are a dream,
To take the chances are of seem.

Elvis I was, Take my hand~
For I can't help myself,
Reality though, struck like magic wand
You're Princess, I'm the elf.

Perhaps, there's a time,
You and I would rhyme
Stare at the moonlight sky,
When pigs fly.

I will love you sincerely
As long as it rains,
While I see your image
In every splash.

But you left long ago,
And it was me, nothing changes.
But one day I will come
Out of my private cave.

Then, going outside,
I'll finally see light,
And now I know
That it was waterfall.

maybe love was never a storm,
maybe storms were where love was lost.
I grew up thinking love meant thunder,
I never knew what fear could do to wonder.

you found me when the world felt cold,
when loneliness was all I’d known.
you gave me something I could hold,
a place that felt like home.

I couldn’t understand what made you stay,
so I kept finding reasons you’d walk away.
you called me beautiful, I wondered why,
you saw a star when I saw sky.

I built my storms around your heart,
afraid you’d leave me from the start.
I fought the hands I wished would stay,
then watched my fear push you away.

and when you left, the mirror changed,
or maybe I just saw myself that way.
I changed my hair, my face, my style,
still couldn’t love myself, not even for a while.

I lost myself in every new reflection,
turned every little flaw into perfection.
I changed so much, yet nothing felt new,
every version of me was missing you.

I lost, I gained, I changed my face,
still couldn’t find my hiding place.
I searched for beauty in a thousand ways,
but couldn’t see what I once saw in your gaze.

but maybe you didn’t take my light,
maybe I just lost it from my sight.
maybe the storm that tore us apart
left all its thunder inside my heart.

and now I wonder, when I think of you,
do I miss your eyes, or the girl I knew?
the one who believed she could be enough,
before love became a storm too rough.